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Sunday, May 27, 2012
To her
It's the 100th for her.I don't dare to think much about her during the praying cus I can't afford to; I can never end thinking of her. In these days, I often think of things I should do more for her and the things she did not have chance to see me do. Therefore, I must work doubly hard and be a support for my dad- her son- the one she's worried about. I remember myself being quite a naughty young one. She used to bring me to my kindergarden and had to try to catch me during breaks despite her old cranking bones. Then, there was this one time when I got so irritated with her, I pushed her to the ground- yes, I was extremely naughty- and I told her not to tell on me, which she didnt until I was much older. So I'm to blame for her bad legs, I know this hurts her alot when it rains. One day, she brought me over to my aunt's place, the place I got my scar when I hit myself in the head rather badly, my mom blames on her but I know, it isn't her fault but mine. Despite having to look after this lil devil, I know she loves me. It pains me during her final days when she's down with the illness and the loss of speech & memory, I started calling by her name just so she remembers who she is. Now that she's gone, I know she's at a much happier & painless place and that comforts me abit. I miss her loud voice, I miss her old granny stories on repeat mode, I miss anything I can remember of her. I will remember her, miss her, love her as long as I live and I really hope I will meet her again in our next life whether I know it or not. In the memory of Low Ah San- my strongest grandma. Friday, May 25, 2012
Crazy May
It's been TOO long, but realise I do have some readers around still(when they are VERY bored) so yes, back to blogging.. Even the template is changed- unfamiliar. Same thing with Facebook, it is like SH*T and takes so much longer to load due to the huge pictures upload.Anyway yes, the month of MAY is a crazy one. First, my partner at work went on course and she was away for two straight weeks!! What course forces full-time worker to put their work aside for two straight weeks!! It's really nerve-wrecking for me but finally the ordeal is over, phew~ And before she returned, my manager actually gives me the opportunity to travel to Hong Kong for work, a much appreciated trip really. It's funny to say but I feel that I enjoy the trip, feels like I've grown up alot after that. Well.. it's my first business trip afterall, guess that must be it. :) And just before that I went Bangkok for holiday, not as fun as the first as there were rains on the first two nights, we went back to hotel rather early skipping all the good stuff.. and maybe.. just abit sick of shopping at the end, haha.. I feel so good to be back home after the hectic two weeks despite the hot & humid weather which many including myself, hated.. cus a big part of me is right at my side again. |
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