Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Phuket pics out next month.
Due to my slowest friend ever.
She's so slow, you can nv know how she live.


Today went for my 1st ever interview
Suppose to wait 3days for notice for a 2nd round of interview
In the end he called hrs later for accepting me becus he know I've camp.
Sweet guy. haha.

So lucky me!
Hopefully everything turns out gd @ the interview on Saturday. ^^

Anyway wed-fri I'll be at camp @ Ubin.
Blog when I'm back!
Muacks!



Happy Anniversery to YOU!
FOOD DAY!
My late valentine's gift.




2nd time cooking for him.
1st time-failed very badly.
Luckily today luck's with me. Its edible!!

I cannot imagine its done by me.
Next time our family will have fried rice 5days a week.
It's my one and only food which I know how to cook!!


Hate the washing part.


1st: Its still abit uncooked inside
2nd: Its burnt.

So he's no better. ha.

WE went "REMEMBER TO EAT-JI DE CHI"



For Fun.


Xy loves You.



Saturday, February 23, 2008


ANNUAL DINNER & DANCE 08
We were crazy. We just alight at the airport the day before.

We went do our make-up & hair @ Bugis Village level 3.
Cost incurred:

1) Make-up, Hairdo, studio shoot = $45
2) False eyelashes = $12
3) Eyebrow trimming = $8
BROKE!

The make-up was fcuking thick.
People said its ok but its not even ok.
Think u can just lend ur foundation from me anytime. I've lots!
Dont really like it cus makes me look old & all my pimples shows!
I thought its suppose to conceal lo..tsk tsk..

Hairdo was ok.

Studio shoot, MY GOD. I tot modelling its easy but its not!
I'm gonna pick 8 pictures out of the bunch.
I'll put up when its done provided its nice. *winkz*

ARRIVAL @ GRAND CORTHONE HOTEL
Everything was great. The buffet was good!
Our table has 12people and 5 won lucky draws!
Its only 12prizes lo, so lucky yet I nv kana, SIAN!


ClUBBING @ MOS
Its like finally!! I've fun!!
But one thing, dont go with couples, BORING!
My Junming`ge dont like dancing so its ok. hee.
I'm so not a alcohol person.
Its hard to get down my throat.
So Junming`ge wont have to worry that I'll be drunk.

PPle, Jio me for clubbing!!!


MORE PICTURES(do not be scare):



Me & Anna!
I'm in the middle of make-up/hairdo. -_-
(Anna looks like a bride, weee weee)




Me & Belinda!





Me & Yiwen!


Selina, Me & Sophia!



Us & the ADD chairwoman!



3 snow white wanna-be



The guys. (Super casual wear)


+
HAPPY!



Sad that neither Bel, Anna, Ben or Ken won Mr/Ms BE.


CLUBBING TIME!





Saturday, February 16, 2008
I'm so excited!!
I checked the forum the whole afternoon.
Took note of everything so that we know what to do over there.

4D3N definately wont be enough.
So the more we've to fully utilise our time there!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..
CANT WAIT!!

Pray for our safety and good weather! ^^



Counting down 3days to PHUKET!!!
Damnit excited can!!!
I can die just counting down!!!

God bless.



Friday, February 15, 2008
I HATE MYSELF!!

Original Plan:
Morning buy ingredients then proceed to Junming`ge house to show my skill.

Plan Failed:
Ho XiaoYan only manage to wake up at 2pm, as always.
So my gift for him has to be push to a later date, ARGH.
Worse thing is, I cant have his dessert that he wanna make for me!


Didnt have anything for him today due to the very sad event.
He gave me roses that he just learnt to make.
He claims he took all night to make the 7roses.
It sounds riduculous but I believe.

He didnt sleep at all yet he asked me out for breakfast.
And I rejected him because I wanna sleep, oh man..
WHATS HAPPENING TO ME!
I think I'm a PIG my past lifetimes!

You forget to say "I Love You"
But you're forgiven because it shows.

My precious little things.



Doesnt matter where we go or what we do.
Everything seems right because of you.






Today was nothing more than usual.
But I'm happy!!! *muacks*



Thursday, February 14, 2008
Today is..//VALENTINE//

Shall see what he gives me tml morning, haa.
However I didnt do anything, he wants me cook.
Are you kidding, I'm like a great cook lo!! (Yeah right)

ANYWAY..
Yesterday skipped paper & I've a great day!!
Went eat Sakura BUFFET with Junming`ge!!
Can see I've my appetite back right, LOLx.

All the past few days of not eating, WASTED!!

After that went over Ann's house bai nian.
Finally saw YC who just got back from China.
This yr's Valentine is quite different for some, keke.

For the singles, stays happy too!
Muacks, Love you all.

PICTURES:




When we've nothing to do...
Seems easy but its not!! *panting*



Best Couple goes to........US! (when we're not quarrelling, ha)


MeLovesYou.



Go watch http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-kvZq4ARg4&feature=related

Its so sad that I cant stopped myself from crying after watching.
Why does the animals have to be killed so cruelly.
I wont buy real leather, wools and of course fur.
I feels wrong eating meat all of the sudden.
Wa..Its really very sad leh.. sigh..

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I always have many dreams. Maybe cus I sleep alot.
But recently, I keep dreaming of friends dying and I woke up crying.
Everything seems so real that it scares me.
Sigh..I hope all these will go away.

Those who I dream of, I hope they're ok.
But silly me, they'll be ok.

Telling myself "Its just bad dreams."



Tuesday, February 12, 2008
I, HO XIAOYAN, HAVE JUST DECIDED TO WASTE $20 AND SPEND MY LIFE HAPPILY EVER AFTER W/O THE CERTIFICATE.


DAMN!
(($20= 5x $4 AngBaos))



I HATE MYSELF!!!!

Now I'm in a dilema!
Stupid stupid me told myself that I wont enter property line yet I chose to pay $20 for a safety officer certificate of 100MCQs. SAFETY OFFICER, doesnt even sound nice. Then now half of me say just dont waste money go there just anyhow tick, Junming`ge said everything tick A maybe already 50% -_-" Then half of me telling myself just waste that $20 and enjoy life from today onwards. DAMN! I paid for it cus stupid teacher told us outside, the certificate cost $200+. ARGHZ. SAFETY OFFICER, ME! NO WAY!

Okie..Shall I start to study now and go tml?
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgg.....



Taiwan Celebrities Criticise Singaporean English


SUPER ANGRY
I saw the complains on the newspaper but didnt care abt it until Junming`ge told me to look at it, and I'm SUPER PISSED. I know MOST of the Singaporean like myself doesnt speaks perfect english but to criticise by Taiwanese who MOST of themselves doesnt speak english makes me hard to believe they actually dare to comment on our's. In general, Singaporeans are known to be friendly especially to celebrities. So its irritating to see them backstab us like so suddenly.

Lets assume they really did hear it from Singaporeans:

"Thanks" sounds like "Dance"
I dont even think me or any of my friends or anyone I know, have this problem. Its either that stupid bald head guy-not even famous, heard it wrong or its just one black sheep. How can he assume just like that!

"Sorry" becomes "Sorrriiieeee"
I believe because the person was asking him to repeat what he had just said, so its like "Sorry?". HE DONT GET IT! STUPID BALD HEAD!

"Tissue Paper"
Same as case of "Sorry"

"Pregnant"
I think that stupid/claim-to-be english teacher heard it wrong and she just pronounced what we'll pronouce except in a more formal teaching way and not so conversational way thats all. Make it sounds like we're super dumb. DAMN!

"Hurry Up"
SO RIDICULOUS!

"Uncle/Auntie"
This is a way we call that we think its more comfortable thats all.
I dont find it wrong at all.

Its so fustrating. We already acknowledge that most Singaporeans do not speaks perfect English but Singlish. Yet people from english-sucking country still bombarded us with their ridiculous claims making us looks really bad. So mad because those that commented dont even have the slightest position. My primary 1 students might know more English words than them!


Sinaporeans are not dumb!
You guys* are the dumb ones!

*Those that criticise



Steven Lim


Cannot stand this guy.
Look at 00:51, HE LOOKS RETARDED! Nono, HE IS RETARDED! He posted something so disgraceful in youtube and dare so proudly said that he's Singaporean or worse, claimed that he's the most handsome guy in Singapore. **bang head** His english is so bad, why cant he exclude the english part to himself, no wonder people from other countries, thinks all Singaporeans are like that, OMG.. If he is the last man on earth, I'll kill myself I swear. I sincerely believes he should get some medical help from woodbridge cause he has lose all his senses!! The reason why people look at his blog or why he is famous is purely because WE/THEY wanna mock at him and he knows that and is proud of that. -_- Of course, he got all the attention he wanted. I've to admire his bravery.

Whats worse than the video?
HIS BLOG! He installed a webcam which he on when he's around.

"For the live webcam, I will on my cam most of the time. You could see me when i just woke up with my pyjamas, eating food, sipping soya bean milk, yawning, sneezing, reading newspaper, exercising and even when i m sleeping!"

WALAO. I immediately close the window after seeing him MOVED!
Its so disgusting that I cannot stand it eh. ER XIN!

JUST TO CLARIFY
I rarely views his blog. I viewed it today because Junming`ge showed me the youtube and I wanna see how he write it in his blog and there, I got a greater shock.

NO wonder Xiaxue hates him so much.
I love XiaXue. She pictures & writes gd. =)
Steven Lim is not even near to close.



Monday, February 11, 2008
Just for LAugh:



Poor Hebe.
This is really 1 embarrassing moments.



Sunday, February 10, 2008
Its the 4th day.

Chinese New Year:
I woke up like 7am in cold sweat. I normally only wakes up at 2pm! Anyway I went brushed teeth and I vomitted but nth came out. I got dressed in my lovely purple dress, I should be in high spirit but I kept feeling "Vomittee" so I changed into normal wear (shirt+jeans) so that I wont messed up the dress when I lie down to rest. I managed to tahan all the way, nv eat anything the whole day except for some biscults. Suppose to go out with Junming`ge but was feeling so sick that I stayed home and rest. What a day.


Poor thing, some have to sit on the floor, hahahaha..
Super big family can. My parents stupid, only have me!


My Super Cute Cousins! Muacksssssssssssssssssssss..
As cute as me, omg.. LOLS..

Day 2:
Went over to my mummy's place. Have to force a small bowl of porridge down my throat because my mummy thought I was dieting. -_- After that quarrel with stupid boyfriend and ended up resting at home. That is it.

DAY 3:
Watched Jay's movie, very nice. Then played mahjong at Alex's house for just ONE ROUND, so pissed. Dont wanna comment much also. Luckily he got car, he drove us to town for dinner then went over Min Fen's house for another round of mahjong and thankfully he sent us home. =)) We thought we'll die in that car, Min fen & I were like asking him to drive real slow, hahahaa..but he drives good, HENG,haa.. I thought I was feeling better cus I manage to eat lunch + dinner although I still cant get the rice down my throat, I drank the soupss.

TODAY:
After tuition, I went to River AngBao with Junming`ge. (Stupid me forget take pics) All the while I felt "vomittee" and I managed to eat a proper meal but yea, tats all. Was back home early.
___________________________________________________________________

How eh? I'm like hit by duno what virus.

Main Symtroms:
Lack of Appetite, Sh*t Funny, Headaches, Feels like Vomitting, Feels pain in chest, Feels tired (opppss, this is just always-me lah, hahahaa..) Anyway, I'm like dying!!!

Lack of Appetite is irritating. I feel weak yet dont feel like eating and why am I feeling 'vomittee' when I dont even have the slightest chance of being pregnant, hahaha.. But worse is, its been 4 days that I sh*t super differently. U know horlick? I sh*tted HORLICK for 4days, and each time, its so much, although I didnt eat+drink much. Somemore 4days no solid leh, last time I always kana constipation yet now, not even a chunk. ITS SCARY, NOT EVEN FUNNY! If I continue sh*ting this way, I really have to go see doc soon.

___________________________________________________________________

Thanks for the people who cares.
I really hope this will go away real soon..=((
___________________________________________________________________

Sorry to those who thinks the content is so Sh*ty, haha..
I told you not to read it in the 1st place le, so dont complain!
Hopefully my students don't have the access to my blog, lols.




Friday, February 08, 2008
There're so many advantages of being single...
Why some pple keep wanting to find gf, so dumb lah!!!

When there is two, one have to care abt the other's feeling.
And when one fails, there will be arguements, quarrels bla bla bla..
Bad stuff are dig out only to fight over the same thing all over again.
Then one will apologise only to continue next round again some time later.

Fcuking Irritating can.
Guys sometimes can be so damn stupid! SO SO STUPID!
Most of the time, gurls get angry & they dont even know why.
Parents spent so much money on their education yet IQ so low.

No boyfriend=No worries
Only have to care abt myself.
Can go out with different friends anytime!
Boyfriend=Restrictions
Cannot this cannot that.
Allow this but face black black.

Actually its so easy to be the boyfriend than the girlfriend.
You only need to give girls certain things and everything will be fine:

1) MONEY
2) TIME
3) PRAISES
4) Care/Sensibility

Its just so simple! But stupid people will remain stupid I guess.

To be a girlfriend its not easy.
We've to deal with stupid boyfriends who claim we're too demanding.
Sigh.

I'm just so sad right now that I feel like shutting down.
I hate quarrels & more quarrels. Why guys just dont get it!
They're like WOOD! Those rotten kind! sigh...........................



Thursday, February 07, 2008
DA NIAN CHU YI= ANNA's BDAY!!




Went bugis for shopping & also have a mini celebration for Anna.
This big gurl turn 22 on CNY itself! Gong xi Gong xi, kekeee..

She didnt mind the cake to be pies
She didnt mind the candles to be fries
She didnt mind the gift to be a fake.

Anyway she loves that bag! Only that its fake!
Nowadays, fake also cost alot, tsk tsk...
Anyway, she's happy, we're happy!!

SISTA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!



Wednesday, February 06, 2008


My papa cooked once every year. These dishes are so precious & yummy to me!! I urge him to cook very now and then but it seems rather impossible cus its only just him and me so its cheaper and wiser to tabao. sob. Thats why I love to eat other's homecook food so much!! The taste of home!!

Gong Xi Gong Xi Everyone!



This is the amount of dust in my room!
Of cus, I didnt bother abt the dust above all my cardboards.



The Queen needs a maid for heaven sake!



Besides the Hong baos, I dont like CNY very much.
Imagine when I'm married and I've to give hong bao.
I think I'll pretty much HATE CNY. lol.


Friends all busy, and I've nth to do.

I'm not a very homey person,
But I've stayed home for 2days already! DAMN!

Where's Junming`ge?
He has smt to attend to..

ARGHZ..All I can turn to is Crunchyroll/Youtube.
This is so not the freedom that I like..=(

*complains and more complains*

Happy CNY 2008 to ALL!!



Tuesday, February 05, 2008
LEO - The Boss (7/23-8/22)

Very organized. Need order in their lives-like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted.Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. Doing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive.

Those highlighted ones are so true.
Especially the last one! (I WISH) LOL.



Monday, February 04, 2008
I cant find any jobs online!!
None contacted me, so sad..
So I tried property line & at least someone called.
Boooohoooo..But I will work till I get a dog, hmp.



Sunday, February 03, 2008
Today went Msia awhile.
I've my unexpectally early period, DAMN!
So shopping wasnt as enjoyable & we came back early.
Orginal Plan(Failed)
Was there to get JM's stuff for CNY. For me, I didnt plan to get anything except for a big lunch over there, Cus I went there afew times coming back empty handed. But its really surprising to found a SUPER DUPER NICE DRESS in PURPLE! My Fav. Colour! hahaa.. Then found another shirt which Junming`ge describe it as 'ROU KU MEI' shirt. If you guys have watched Golden Path on channel 8 one month ago, maybe you'll get what he means. Wasnt my style but love it! Then Junming`ge only manage to buy a pair of shoes & sunglasses! The shirts there cannot make it, more for ah bengs, my dear guai de hor~

So now, I owe Junming`ge his shirt which I must try to get for him. Hopefully I can fulfil the task or I'll be so guilty and he'll have no clothes for CNY, omg, hahha.. Anyway his stuff, either I bought for him or I picked for him de. Everything he also 'Sui Bian'. -_- Should be easy task. Stay tuned for result. LOLx.

So happy today despite of the pain.
But guys, you wont want to eat the MAC there.
No mayonaise, No Curry Sauce, Food Cold..OMG.



He's usually not like that. I forced him to. =)



Recommendations!!

FIRST, WE HAVE....*drum rolls*


Example of what I've..


Steamed Rice+Abalone+Scallop+Chicken+ Chinese Tea
Still got soup and 'tian tang'!!
ONLY $5.50!!

Heard that its real sharks' fins, abalone, scallop, and stuff..
It might be in small potion but you'll be full !!

Location: Lucky Plaza
Website: http://www.rabbitbrand.com.sg/pg3.htm

SECOND UP, WE HAVE...*Drum rolls*





Their Ice-Cream is homemade, lots of creative ones.
Tried Blueberry Cheesecake, Granny's Fav(Choco) & 1 with Guiness Stout!!
Its all VERY VERY nice, 2 favours in a cap!! Largest only cost $4+!!

Location: Shaw Leisure Gallery @ Beach Road

YUMMY YUMMY!!



NO MORE OF THIS!

Waking up in the morning makes me sick!
(I cant find my parting every morning, lols.)
Plus days w/o sleep!!




Friday, February 01, 2008
TODAY IS THE DAY!

Its the end of my last paper. Its a disaster.
Anyway who cares! I'm more worried abt my long holidays~
Recently I'm feeling neither here nor there.
Not knowing if I'll be happy graduating or sad.
But now I know...


FCUKING HAPPY CAN!!!
Can fulfil my everyday of 12hrs of sleep.
Can shop shop shop till I drop.
Can have lots of mahjong!!!

Basically, thats all about me. Simple.

I ('v') My Papa!!!
He promised me allowance till I'm 21!
Woooo..means I can slack till 21 then work, study whatever.
Feel so relief, means I dont have to do anything for this 1 yr, ha.

BUT BUT BUT!!
I need more work. Tuition is not enough.
Any part time jobs, inform me please!

This year, I must fulfil my own dream with my own power
But maybe can do with some help from my papa, hahaa...
I'VE TO BUY MYSELF LOVE! PUPPY THAT IS!
You all just wait~

I'll be going shopping in busy shopping centres.
People will scream: "Awww..SO CUTE" everywhere I go.
Of cus its not me they refering to, but I just love it! wahaha..

What Else..
Junming going NS dont know when but soon.
So before he does, I wanna bring him to cruise!
Of cus he pay I bring la! Duh!

Other than that..
Seriously its like nothing else lo, hahaa..
I'll be dragging friends to go out with me taitai-ing & MJ
Hopefully u guys wont find me a trouble & pls spare time for me!

I FEEL SO FREE!!!
Now I know how it feels for a prisoner to get out of jail after years!
Only that I'm still deciding if I wanna go in again anytime soon, ha.

I THANK YOU.
A big thank you for those who makes my poly life a much better hell.
You all should know who you are, I love u all !!! *muacks muacks*
Dont worry, U all wont have the chance to forget me, muahahaaa..

I'M FEELING LIKE A TAITAI ALREADY!





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