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Thursday, April 15, 2010
ITS XY GOING CRAZY
I mugged early, yet I'm getting more & more panicky and messy. Its so fustrating that you think you know the subj well enough, you start doing the past yr papers and you keep peeking at the answers!!! *grab hair* I guess I'm not use to mug so early, still, I'm gotta try man, its like everyone is mugging and I feel guilty if I'm not. Talking abt peer pressure..and as funny as it sounds, I miss having a bunch of slackers like myself to comfort me that its too early to start, hahaa.. Now, my classmates are all psycho! For 1 thing, its sinful to miss even 1 lesson cos 1 lesson cost $100+, its bull-shyt la, my classmates are just too hardworking. (I miss getting all the attendance warning letters during my poly days, hahahhaa..JK!) Its good its good.. gd influence I told myself.Results were really all up and down, super inconsistent. Quite upset but again, its only afew seconds issue, XY hate to sulk over grades man! But still, I called up Junming`ge to complain, and he really got a way to pick me up, he said: "Aiyo, you chose this course cus you said no honors so pass can already la~" -_-!!! I REALLY PICKED THE RIGHT GUY LAH! Where got pple console like that 1, hahaa.. but I swear I didnt say that. To be honest, I didnt know abt the honor system at all, but whats the big prob, its smt that its good to have, and if dont, its ok! I always think, its the attitude that will pull through at the end of the day or work. I can only kao my attitude now. LOL. Anyway life is hard enough, sometimes its good to just relax and I believe things will just fall into places. Phew~ Feel relief now and yes, must tell myself to chill and to take it slowly. I really dont wan to be like SOME of my classmates who are crazy enough to mug the whole day from early morning to late night studying n studying like there's no tomorrow. IS GRADE SO IMPORTANT! Ok la.. yes la.. Let me grumble..LOL. We are already hard mugging quite early prior to exam dates, but, example if I were to go out all day and not to touch anything for a day, ITS LIKE YOU HAVE TO STUDY DOUBLE HARD. Walao.... life is already so tough, and pple themselves make it even harder man. Friends` We live life only once, RELAX! Sometimes when you're lost, just be optimistic cus there is no other way around. ha! And thats totally what I'm doing now. Lastly to my SIM psychoss, dont be cut by the sharp papers dont be drown by the zillion notes dont be hit by the heavy thick books AllTheBest. =)) Okla, youallknowIloveualllaaaa. LETS ENJOY THE WEEKEND TO THE FULLEST BA! THROW THE BOOKS, LET OUR HAIR DOWN, THROW OUR HANDS UP AND PAAARRTTYY! thisisarandompostandiknowmyunifriendswontlistentotheabovemessagebuti'msogonnadotat =) |
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