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Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Friendship
Have you ever felt alone?Have you ever felt unwanted? Have you tried to scan thru ur phonebook and found noone to call upon? AND Have you ever tried to call someone besides ur BBF when u feel that way? Have you ever allow another to care? Have you ever allow yourself to try? I have a friend, who is hurt by her previous r'ship; I feel her sadness but I cant say I understand her pain. I remember my lowest pt in life was also when my last r'ship failed; You wake up every morning to welcome emptiness & tears, You feel like you need to do something but you've got no strength, You want to go out but you wish to be alone or with him, yet you cant. I moved on, cos of exams, cos of friends scolding me daily. I moved on, cos I know I'm the only one affecting, not him. I moved on, cos I know he will never come back. I moved on, cos I know we were never meant to be. Some people are naturally stronger, some otherwise. Time will heal all but you must push; Friends can help only momentarily. I hope for this dear friend of mine, to be strong, to move on. I knew I'm the 1234074367545596th person to say this; but all of us from the bottom of our heart, wishes that for you. To this dear friend of mine, I want to also say sorry. Our group left you behind, when you most needed us probably; You didnt speak, you didnt open ur heart to us, did you? You can, do you know? Called you out on several occasions, you agreed but didnt show; You blogged with contents that spears through our heart, And then, we were all too tired to try reach you.. Then there are all these rumors, I trust that its not you. I know its not only me who feel this way, to feel that I know nothing of the real you. You smile, did you really smile? You laugh, did you really laugh? We want to get to know the real you. You can get angry, you can get upset; If you disagrees, you can confront and we may quarrel; Our r'ship is not that shallow, I can cfm that. (Been waiting very long to say this) We quarrel, we get over, and we understand deeper. In the grp, some are bad-temper when you have to watch what you said; Some are brainless when speaking at times; Some are straight forward and all these will hurt and I bet everyone kana the knife before. But what are friends for? We learnt to tolerate, forgive and forget, although sometimes can nv be forgotten, lolx. But at least forgive the 'joke' that hurts you. Xi guan jiu hao hor. LOLX. AND You can be sad, you can cry, you can tell; As we will be there to comfort you or at least to listen. Effort to bridge our friendship, did you do a 100%? I didnt and hope to do it now. OR you would rather give me 25443456 reasons to avoid & give up? Let me know. I dont think you've ever took the initiative except for ur bday. I look forward to receive your invitation to anything. I look forward to seeing you again my dear. On a lighter note. I know, this grp is a noisy, loud, hyper grp, and for you, its maybe a task to blend in. But who says mouse cant live with cats, cats cant live with dogs, dogs cant live with ducks! Got linkz anot ah? lolx. Means like you're the mouse among the monkeys (ok, abit extreme but smt like that), and thats what makes it fun! You do not need to try cos things will fall into place just fine, maybe, you've been trying too hard, just let it go and seat in with us. They say rabbit cannot be with dragon. But you see ken&Yiwen/ HZ&Bel/ Me & Junming`ge! Rabbits CAN BE WITH dragons lo..hehe.. For me, the door is always open for you. =)) I hope you have the strength to push it open. Love yyou my dear friend~ |
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