Monday, April 28, 2008
Recently in a dilema whether I should continue in the biz.
One thing is I think can make it big there.
Another hand, its boring as most of my lovely left.


CONCLUSION
I'll work till the end of this week and take a break until I come back from Tioman which is on 20th May. My boss is good enough to give me this break. Till then, I'll find back my goals in the business and hopefully I can find my place in the company. If not, I'll really quit.

New batch of people are coming in next week, hopefully when I returned, there will be more fun people to work with. They are the motivators to me. ^^

I wanna stay also cus its sales-based. Which means if I can chiong, I can earn alot. On the other hand, if I slack, I'll earn little. But I willing to give it another shot cus standard paying job dont quite interest me.

THE PLAN
If in the end i realise that this job is really not for me. Then I'll go into Uni next yr and then join the police force? kekekee.. High paying & challenging~~

FINALLY HAVE TIME FOR FRIENDS!!!
Come come, tell me when u all are free!!!!



Sunday, April 27, 2008
YESTERDAY
Medical Report: Unwell in stomach
Still happy~~~

Went out with JJ:
1st stop.. Roti Prata House
***Prata was not bad but seriously expensive! Ordered 1 mushroom cheese and it cost a fcuking $4 and its like a size of a normal 80cents prata. Luckily JJ asked me to ask the price before ordering or else...

2nd stop.. Queensway Shopping Centre
***All my friends advised me to get my own water bottle, got it! Purple! =D



3rd stop: Vivo City
*** Lunch @ HK Cafe/ Slack




Met up with Bros **Elvin & Ann**


Guess where we went? =X








They said I was drunk, but I'm not.
I've my doses of happiness today. Love them.


***Junming will be called JJ now on, since he looks like him anyway, ha.



Friday, April 25, 2008




See how stress is our people!!!



Thursday, April 24, 2008
Recently, lots of rubbish is going on in the company.
Alot of my lovely left, which partially makes me wanna do so.

The team is so separated between new & old birds.
Almost like we're talking behind each others' back.
This is sad.

I look back on my 1st week.
Everyone was so bonded, so happy.
Right now, everyone seems so troubled, especially me.

Sat we've a gathering.
I'll show u all in pic, all my lovely.


They will be missed.



Wednesday, April 23, 2008
It aint easy.

I've sank deep. Too deep.



NIGHT OUT






Jon's Workplace- Irish Pub










They stop the bleeding for awhile.



Saturday, April 19, 2008
Today went out with Kelly`jie before our work.


SOUP SPOON



Rather Ex @ $10+ but its so stomach-filling unexpectedly. NICE!



MARRIAGE

This couple is trying to take a shot with the crowd crossing the road.
They looks good but rather retarded pacing up & down the traffic road.



Mmmmm..
Right now I've a whole new perception on love.
I know that ...



"Sometimes letting go, is the best way to show that I truely love him"
-xiaoyan




Thursday, April 17, 2008
All the following people are going mad on their job.


A supposingly pretty gurl going mad. (YP)


Gay-ing around on a job. (Jason & Wei Xiang)


Nicole! She is one of the normal ones around.


Me too!


Ton-ing over @ sisters' place
2weeks working at Sengkang is killing me!!!





















Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Singaporeans are getting so...


I was going home changing train from Outram to Tg pagar.
There was this Indian vomiting so badly all over the place.
Then he alighted at Tg pagar and continue to vomit.

Seriously I was so amazed by how much one can vomit..
That I didnt realised I was standing there awhile to watch him.
I know I'm KPO, dont tell me u dont! Lolx.

Being a super kind-hearted person, I went up to tell the officer.

ME: " Sorry, someone was vomiting on the platform "
*Thinking he'll go & help that person up*

HIM: " Waaaaa..the cleaner just left lehhhhhh!! "
*OMG, cannot believe what I heard*
He saw my shocked face and corrected himself..

HIM: " OH...Don worry!! I'll go down and check it "

WASSUP with people nowadays!!!
Why cant they be as nice as me.
Then this world will be a much better place to live in. ^^



Thursday, April 10, 2008
10.04.08

I am happier. I am relieved.
Pain still exists but it'll cease.

Loves the man that loves me.
I shall have trust in me, in him, in us.

And the rest, U will see a HAPPY ME!
I fcuking miss all of my friends lah..

Come come, date me date me!



Thanks alot for all of ur concern.
Very touched that alot of u sms me to ask.
Muacks..I LOVE YOU ALL~~

The dark clouds are slowly dispersing.
Hopefully, the blue sky can come out soon.


Alot has been going thru my mind,
Its time to get mature & move on with working life.

Some stuff are sacrificed, but it cannot be avoid.
I just have to used to it and be a strong gurl.


I wanna hold on to my sunshine. ^^




My fall has made me realised the importance of YOU.
Love you, and I will be always standing by your side.



Tuesday, April 08, 2008
Today I've a bad bad day.

Bad sales.
I even had a fall down the stairs.

Its been days. Everything seems wrong to me. My emotions are taking over, I couldnt seems to stop it. I wanted to give up on everything and just be alone at a corner. Its difficult to fake a smile cus inside, I'm crying hardly and my heart is tearing. I've everyone besides me yet I do not know what to do. They advice but the pain still exists, it cant heal. I sleep with tears in my eyes, waking up in puffy eyes. Sounds funny but its not.

I cried to sleep every night. Thinking abt what can be done but it was left unfold.

I should be happy but I'm not.
It came so suddenly that I couldn't handle it.
I just wanna be switched off, I wanna be disconnected.



I'm as good as dead.



Monday, April 07, 2008
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Sigh.
Worried sick yet giving you all the support I can
Hopefully, and I can just pray that everything turns out right



SUNDAY TIMES

XY Selamat caught playing Mahjong with 3 more suspected terrorists.

Total Winnings: $51
OMG, SO SUPER UNEXPECTED!
1ST TIME WIN SO MUCH! *shy*

Will bomb that place sometime soon again. ha.



The spirit of MJ. Lose but still SMILE! =D


SOMETHING TO PROCLAIM:
The 2girls above (Evelyn & Kelly) are my sisters!
Haven sworn sisters but nvm, its a name only.
I already treat them like my sisters.
I love them~~~~ Muacks~~~~



Just super ignore my face.
From left: Kelly sis/me/Jaclyn

Jaclyn my teammates, we rocks! LOLX.



Sunday, April 06, 2008
OI, so late so tired I also blog.
Because u all keep telling me to blog.

So at least leave a msg in my tagboard k!
Or else I feel like noone is reading.
Give me motivation ma!

Muacks, love all of you!



After came back from the BBQ.
I got a shock!!






I don't know what my papa is doing la!
He go permed his hair, then now like go back to 70's. -_-



Anyway he looks abit fatter and thats good.
He's so skinny that my shirt also too big for him!
He is shorter and thinner than me lah, wakao.....



Do he look like me?
Hope not. LOLx.
But I know I do.
Nvm, he's cute. ^^



I LOVE HIM!




Today went BBQ @ Gerald's (my boss)
Instead of eating, we went play ball the whole day.

VERY VERY FUN!
During captain's ball, we basically attack each other's breasts.
Okie..too much detail, well..thats the best method to defence/attack!

Anyway, we should have more of this.
Or else it will be boring~~~~

MSIA NOMORE!
Was invited to go KL next week, kinda like biz trip.
But too many factors to consider so I rejected the offer.

Nvm, I prefer earning money and seeing my sisterz! ^^


**pics to be uploaded.



Saturday, April 05, 2008
Email reads:

Good day,
I saw your name (in the Central Computer among the list of unpaid contractors, inheritance, next of kin and lotto beneficiaries that was originated from Africa, Europe, Asia Plus Middle east, Americans) among the list of individuals and companies that your unpaid fund has been located to the Standard Chartered Bank, HSBC , Barclays Bank, Nat west Bank and Bank of America. Your name appeared among the beneficiaries who will receive a part-payment of $1Million and has been approved already for months. You are required to forward the following details of yours; full names, address, occupation, age and phone numbers for verificationand re-confirmation. You are requested to get back to me for more direction and instruction on how to receive your fund.

Once again, I apologize to you on behalf Of IMF (International Monetary Fund) failure to pay your funds in time, which according to records in the system had been long overdue.Please reply through my private email and call me as soon as possible.

Fcuk lah, who will believe sia..



WALAO, today damn peksek.

I talked to the auntie like from head to toe.
She keep nodding her head then when I ask her for her IC
She goes like..:

"Orrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhh..BU YAO LAH"

WALAO, then don waste my time can.
Like very interested like that lo all the way.
Then I super Dulan, I said:

"BU YAO GAN CAI BU JIANG"
"Ooooo..MEI YOU JI HUI SHOU MA"
"NA LI MEI YOU! NI GANG CAI WEN ZHE MEH DUO WEN TI!"
"Ooooo..Sorry la, bu yao. ting ting er yi"
*Close file. Walked off. Cursing,


This kinda auntie must say wan.
I shall tolerate nomore this shit!



Friday, April 04, 2008
Oh Ya, I haven told u all the MACdonald's incident!!!


Was doing sales @ Bendemeer so 've our dinner there before that.
I love MAC chicken with lots of curry sauce lo!! My fav sia!!

The asst. manager was taking my order, and I REQUESTED for 2curry sauces
The conversation goes smt like that:

ME: "Mm..Can I've 2 curry sauce? Thanks." (expecting to get it)
Idiot: "Oh....We cannot give you that"
ME: "HUH, what u mean?" (Thought I heard wrongly)
Idiot: "OH! Cus you've to buy MAC nuggets then we can give it to u."
ME: "But everywhere else is giving me curry sauce ma..." (Getting peksek)
Idiot: "OH...But its our policy~"
ME: "But how come other MAC can give, ur's cannot. Policy all diff ah?"(DULAN)
Idiot: "Its just our policy to give curry sauce only when u get Macnuggets"
ME: "But its riddiculous what!! I must have the curry sauce to eat my Mac Chicken lo.."
Idiot: "But we cannot give.."
ME: "BUT I MUST HAVE IT. Then I buy can! U tell me how much for one"
Idiot: "We cannot sell lah..ok la ok la, give u 1, next time cannot ah.."

FCUK!
You know how much curry sauce means to me not..
How disappointed that I was given only 1 after argueing so long.

In the end, next day, I cannot handle my anger so decided to write in. 1day after my complaints, the HEAD called to apologise but I wanted that asst manager to apologise to me personally so he did eventually. Finally, my anger cease. LOL. I'll still support my MAC chicken though, hee. ROCKS! I think that idiot will have a hard time cus I complaint alot to the HEAD such that "This kinda service also can become asst manager", "I wonder workers under him, what service would be like", "I seriously think u should questioned his service and ranking" bla bla bla..

Dont wan give me my curry sauce.
He nv die before!

THE POWER OF CURRY SAUCE!



Last Week. My sales was @ DAKOTA CRESENT.
The name so nice lo, but the place really like shit.



Its like those 1room flat with super run down lift.
And most of the units DO NOT have:



TELEPHONE LINE & TELEVISION *faint*


If the unit have SCV (which alot of pple have), means ah..
they might be the richest of the estate...

I dont even dare to take their lift can...SEE FOR URSELF!

*PIANG*
Did Singapore government overlook these estates?

Singtel ask us go this kinda estate do sales.
Want us eat porridge that week ah.
Lucky only did a day there.



Thursday, April 03, 2008
It felt strange.
Strange that I feel lonely.
It felt weird.
Weird as nothing seems to be right.
It felt scary.
Scary that we're on a different path.
It felt hurt.
Hurt as he don't understands.
It felt confused.
Confused about the stuff I thought I knew.
It felt broken
As broken as shattered glasses.

I'm Single again.

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Late April's Fool. =)




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